And how long have you been a non-smoker?
For me, at the time it was the realization that I cannot continue to smoke and continue to play the trumpet. My lung volume and strength really suffered. But instead of stopping to smoke, for many months I played less and less trumpet.
What put me through the phase of actually smoking the last cigarette and becoming a non-smoker again, was one of the books of Allen Carr, I don’t remember the exact title. Looking back, it was awfully written, and I had to will my way through believing the narrative, but it worked. That was 27 years ago, and I didn’t have one cigarette since, no cravings and no replacement either.
I smoked for about 4 years or so from the time I left high school and most of college. I only smoked a few cigarettes a day, but it was noticeably eating into my food budget. I was a poor student, so it was really noticeable. One day I bought some groceries and a pack of cigarettes and I realized half the cost was the cigarettes. And then I just stopped buying any.
It sucked, but that was maybe 6 years ago. For months I’d pass smokers on the street and it would smell like heaven, and I’d crave the stuff, but I simply didn’t buy any. I don’t buy cigarettes and don’t consider myself a smoker but if I’m at a party and there are smokers I usually bum cigarettes off of them. It’s harder to make the right choice when you’re drunk. It kind of sucks to think that I’m basically hooked on them forever to some degree.