I forgot whatever you said and can’t muster the strength to look up to re-read whatever you said but probably both and now I’m worrying that whatever I’m typing doesn’t apply at all so I’m kind of between “both” and “(n)either” just to be in the clear I don’t even remember if I even read whatever you said in the first place at all.

This took me multiple minutes to type out I’m just so incapable today.