Learning what I can, doing my best.
Walmart is a mad max scene just not the reasons they think. Everyone there from the workers to the shoppers are poor and desperate mostly and pitted against each other. Hell in Muskogee Oklahoma the entire landscape of the city changed when the Walmart moved.
Its a fucking nightmare. But the cause is the ruling class, not the people like boomers think.
Its so frustrating
They had shadow banned stuff yeah.
I was a social media manager for about 5 years. When the migration to Bluesky was happening I was spouting as much as I could the red flags I saw and how it was going to speed run what Twitter did along other things. I’ve been right every step of the way, and I pissed off someone bad enough we don’t talk anymore.
This is true and I shouldn’t of jumped to that conclusion. I apologize.
I think its mostly just the absence of knowledge itself. Even if I found ansestory in some group it doesn’t mean a automatic connection of course. But at least I would know and not only would it help this feeling of like I just popped out of no where. It feels like a fuck you to the ruling class and white supremacy who orchestrated this lack of knowledge.
Idk maybe part of what I’m looking for is a type of closure.
I literally do not know who my realities are past the ones I knew when they were alive. And my parents (who are super isolationist) do not know either. I have a history. If I didn’t I wouldn’t exist. The problem is I have no idea what it is. Like a locked book hidden from me.
I do not think its romanticism to feel isolated from this lack of connection to my past. Even the broader world is hard to connect with as a poor rural person living in propaganda USA. I do my best to create connections that were denied to me growing up. But it doesn’t mean that loss isn’t there.
I’ve tried that. Though I need to try more on my Mother’s side. My dads family is like they popped out of no where. Even doing a broad search on the last name doesn’t really lead to any results.
I don’t mean it in a spiritual sense. I mean it literally. I have a history or I wouldn’t be here but I have no idea what it is. I don’t expect it to be sunshine and rainbows. But it’s a history I don’t know. Its like there is a history book out there that Is locked and hidden from me.
It’s very isolating in ways that is hard to express.
I just wish I had a connection to a history. I’m a product of white supremacy accomplishing it’s goals. I have zero connection to my ancestors. I have no idea where I came from and neither do my parents. (Can’t ask them anyway. Not in contact). It fucking sucks ass.
Oh my god. I will never get over how bad Israel is for everyone INCLUDING Jewish people.
Fuck years of fighting actual antisemitism just fucking gone.
I don’t know if it was a serious question but as someone who was afraid of China up till a bit ago. It’s mostly western trama at the hands of our government with a mix of propaganda. Its hard to know better when you literally can’t get your hands on facts. The most I knew was China was doing amazing work with environmental areas.
It also helped I didn’t want to be right about China being the new America. And honestly I feel foolish for some of my ignorance.
Ah okay! Thank you for the explanation
This is poly when your partner is very active and you are on the ace spectrum.
But…can we talk about soil quality? 
Tbf I don’t think I get the reference.
I mean, looks like it reflects how most of america looks now.
The people on the top want you to be miserable. They want you to hate life and be bitter. They want you so hopeless you do nothing.
What they mean by this is using Reddits style of businesses.