I wish I could get my mother to consider a megadose of ketamine. She deserves peace from her neuroses. :(
JustSo [she/her, any]
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I probably won’t notice DMs.
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There’s something really disconcertingly sad about losing someone to recovery. I completely understand the necessity for some people to “get with the program” so to speak, in order to survive, but it can get hauntingly lonely if you manage to avoid going over the edge yourself and still find value in substances that challenge consensual reality (and so on.)
You’re doing Super Dangerous Drugs in their eyes no matter what your actual reality is, so the gap in understanding just continues to widen.
I bet they aren’t even a real owl.
JustSo [she/her, any]@hexbear.netto chapotraphouse@hexbear.net•The US Postal Service says it is temporarily suspending international package acceptance of inbound parcels from China and Hong Kong until further notice.English10·5 个月前on government devices
phew. wait, does this effect you, comrade? (jk jk)
edit for being serious: such a stupid country. Ridiculous.
One time after I went out clubbing I was chilling with this big squad of extended friends of my housemates, coming down off’ve drugs and one of the dudes was a PHD researcher in quantum computing. His specific project was using blood plasma as some sort of substrate for creating qubits or some shit. I literally had no idea what the fuck this dude was talking about, but I know they were making quantum blood computers lmao.
We played Operation while this one thwacked out dude was running a M.A.S.H style commentary on the “surgery” process while we tried to extract organs from the little robot man with our hands shaking real bad from the dopamine deficiency and general fatigue of partying all night. Fucking BRUTAL the way that game’s buzzer goes off when you’re coming down hard.
Obviously this all imprinted deeply into my psyche and I will never forget that they were making fucking QUANTUM BLOOD COMPUTERS.
JustSo [she/her, any]@hexbear.netto technology@hexbear.net•Palantir designed to 'power the West to its obvious innate superiority,' says CEOEnglish6·5 个月前Counterpoint: line go down.
JustSo [she/her, any]@hexbear.netto chapotraphouse@hexbear.net•The US Postal Service says it is temporarily suspending international package acceptance of inbound parcels from China and Hong Kong until further notice.English16·5 个月前Can’t we just like, skibidi-sidestep tradition for a second and keep trading.
JustSo [she/her, any]@hexbear.netto chapotraphouse@hexbear.net•The US Postal Service says it is temporarily suspending international package acceptance of inbound parcels from China and Hong Kong until further notice.English17·5 个月前Heh, check out these Americans dude.
JustSo [she/her, any]@hexbear.netto technology@hexbear.net•Modern Discord hacked into Windows 95 and 98, slimmed down version keeps core functionality intactEnglish4·5 个月前You can do e2e encryption over IRC iirc. SASL (or something newer at this point for all I know.) Can’t really recommend it when defederated matrix servers exist as a modern alternative.
Buuuut you can run no-log encrypted IRC over TOR without hitting an exit node last time I checked, which is pretty comfy. Gotta trust your admins tho. Still super suboptimal compared to defed matrix using a non-default ident server.
JustSo [she/her, any]@hexbear.netto technology@hexbear.net•This old office PC sitting next to my desk at work is calling to me like the green goblin maskEnglish7·5 个月前Do it. Do it do it.
Stirner teaches us that if you take it, it is yours.
JustSo [she/her, any]@hexbear.netto chapotraphouse@hexbear.net•First ever Amerikkkan protest not infiltrated by FedsEnglish1·5 个月前Any yall boys wanna help me source a cutdown shotgun?
JustSo [she/her, any]@hexbear.netto chapotraphouse@hexbear.net•First ever Amerikkkan protest not infiltrated by FedsEnglish3·5 个月前The ennui of watching meme music videos by myself knowing not even the fed assigned to monitor my posts is with me anymore.
JustSo [she/her, any]@hexbear.netto chapotraphouse@hexbear.net•Anyone want to see the little Donald? (Warning, penis)English8·5 个月前Step away from the lathe.
JustSo [she/her, any]@hexbear.netto chapotraphouse@hexbear.net•confliction and confusion after a setEnglish121·5 个月前Your story is interesting, as I suspected given your reaction to the ACAB reception your post provoked. Thanks for sharing, sincerely.
I know the frustration of being in a position to crash a system but recognising the futility of causing temporary minor disruption at the probable cost of your whole future.
Your wife sounds like a decent person. I can empathise with the intensity of your responses, even as I am amused at the absolute spiral into talking past each other that happened (and perhaps is still happening) elsewhere in the thread. I already know the fact that she’s moved into HR could provoke even more hostility and shitposting and I suspect you do too, so I respect your transparency in sharing and urge you not to take the bait even if it looks particularly juicy.
At the beginning of time there was nothing. Then nothing happened. It never does.
JustSo [she/her, any]@hexbear.netto chapotraphouse@hexbear.net•Anyone want to see the little Donald? (Warning, penis)English29·5 个月前“Fuck no” I say to myself, as I click the link anyway.
JustSo [she/her, any]@hexbear.netto chapotraphouse@hexbear.net•confliction and confusion after a setEnglish17·5 个月前Hey so what job did your wife do at the police department anyway?
How do you do, fellow radicals?