JustSo [she/her, any]

I have my inbox / notifications hidden using an adblock rule because I am an anxious wreck who posts cringe.

I probably won’t notice DMs.

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Cake day: 2024年3月22日

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  • There’s something really disconcertingly sad about losing someone to recovery. I completely understand the necessity for some people to “get with the program” so to speak, in order to survive, but it can get hauntingly lonely if you manage to avoid going over the edge yourself and still find value in substances that challenge consensual reality (and so on.)

    You’re doing Super Dangerous Drugs in their eyes no matter what your actual reality is, so the gap in understanding just continues to widen.






  • One time after I went out clubbing I was chilling with this big squad of extended friends of my housemates, coming down off’ve drugs and one of the dudes was a PHD researcher in quantum computing. His specific project was using blood plasma as some sort of substrate for creating qubits or some shit. I literally had no idea what the fuck this dude was talking about, but I know they were making quantum blood computers lmao.

    We played Operation while this one thwacked out dude was running a M.A.S.H style commentary on the “surgery” process while we tried to extract organs from the little robot man with our hands shaking real bad from the dopamine deficiency and general fatigue of partying all night. Fucking BRUTAL the way that game’s buzzer goes off when you’re coming down hard.

    Obviously this all imprinted deeply into my psyche and I will never forget that they were making fucking QUANTUM BLOOD COMPUTERS. agony-shivering










  • Your story is interesting, as I suspected given your reaction to the ACAB reception your post provoked. Thanks for sharing, sincerely.

    I know the frustration of being in a position to crash a system but recognising the futility of causing temporary minor disruption at the probable cost of your whole future.

    Your wife sounds like a decent person. I can empathise with the intensity of your responses, even as I am amused at the absolute spiral into talking past each other that happened (and perhaps is still happening) elsewhere in the thread. I already know the fact that she’s moved into HR could provoke even more hostility and shitposting and I suspect you do too, so I respect your transparency in sharing and urge you not to take the bait even if it looks particularly juicy.