In this economy it’s not even possible unless you are lucky. And every time I’ve tried and was doing well my life has been purposely sabotaged by people. There’s no point in me living to be completely honest.
Alternatively, realize that your sadness is coming from rumination that is based on sadness which is based on your rumination… it’s a dog chasing it’s own tail in your mind. Stop the rumination and you will be able to isolate where the depression is and sometimes set it aside enough to do something.
And if you look into gangstalking disregard all that alien and nano chip stupid shit that’s put out there to discredit people and to hide the fact gangstalking is a real psychological torture and harassment campaign.
In this economy it’s not even possible unless you are lucky. And every time I’ve tried and was doing well my life has been purposely sabotaged by people. There’s no point in me living to be completely honest.
I mean, sure, nihilism is one way.
Alternatively, realize that your sadness is coming from rumination that is based on sadness which is based on your rumination… it’s a dog chasing it’s own tail in your mind. Stop the rumination and you will be able to isolate where the depression is and sometimes set it aside enough to do something.
The point of you living is your life. You will die, that’s for sure. If you had a choice, would you rather die smiling or crying?
People don’t let me smile. I’m gangstalked.
And if you look into gangstalking disregard all that alien and nano chip stupid shit that’s put out there to discredit people and to hide the fact gangstalking is a real psychological torture and harassment campaign.
Oh no.
Are you being sarcastic? Otherwise, what the hell any stalker can mean in your last moment?
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No I’m not. I’m not sure I understand your question.
The question is how you want to die. The last breath, the last second you are still aware - would you rather be joyful at this moment or miserable?
Honestly I’m not sure it matters to me anymore. I guess peacefully in my sleep would be nice.
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