Good luck. I came out the other side as non religious. As a non believer. I have helped in ceremonies for different religions because family. I will be headed there in bit because they need help… You are who you are.

Think I have this. Only time I can really picture anything. At least above a part of a vague shape or higher resolution, is when I’ve recently woken up. Even then it’s a hit or miss. Wonder if it’s a wall to creativity.

Wouldn’ that be nice.

More pictures https://imgur.com/a/multitool-sandpaper-holder-aODaj11